Weird yung title di ba? Well nakikinig kasi ako sa kantang "Sandalan" habang ginagawa ko itong journal na ito...
Coincidentally, nakikinig din ako sa kantang ito nang maalala ko ang isang scenario na malapit na ring mangyari sa amin... Ang Graduation...
Then suddenly, as the chorus of the song says, "...iiyak mo lang ang lahat sa langit..." Tears fell from my eyes... I've realized that our graduation is just a few days away and our high school life will take its toll...
Alam kong everything must come to an end, matagal ko nang natanggap na matatapos na ang high school days ko, actually there's happiness within me kasi kahit paano nalagpasan ko ang 4 na taon ng paghihirap at pagdurusa sa mga assignments, projects, etc...
Pero mahirap pigilan ang tunay na nararamdaman, mas nanaig sa akin ang pagkalungkot sa katotohanang matatapos na ang high school days ko... Mahirap i-explain pero kahit hindi ako ganung super close sa mga classmates at teachers ko, ngayon pa lang eh namimiss ko na yung mga kulitan, lokohan, yung mga happy at sad moments, etc...
And that's the reason why tears fell from my eyes... And now I'm blaming myself kung bakit noong simula pa lang eh hindi ako nagpakatino... Eh di sana'y na-enjoy ko ang high school to its fullest...
But past is past, the damage has been done... And I have no choice but to cure/heal the damages that has been done...
So I will take this opportunity to thank everyone that I met during my high school days... Oo na, alam kong nakapagpasalamat na ako dati but I will never stop saying thank you for everything, good or bad things, that you've done to me... You may not know this but as we go to school everyday for 4 years, you always make me happy... And I thank you for that...
I wish all the best for all of us... May God bless us with more blessings as we go to another life-changing and very challenging journey... May all of us be successful in everything we do... Just remember that if you need help, I will always be there for you... "Sige lang sandal ka lang at huwag mong pipigilan... " |